Well basically Wednesday night was NOT fun for me. All day long while I was at work I was just dreading going home because I knew what was waiting for me.... HOMEWORK!! :( I had to write a 5 page paper over how harmful advertising is to woman. So I basically sit in front of my computer from the time I got home at 5:30 until I went to bet after 12. The part that stinks the most is that I know that I could have easily written that paper in like an hour and a half tops but I sat there stressing over whether or not I was doing it right. (Mostly because this is the first assignment with a brand new professor and I didn't really know what his expectations were.) Therefore, I wasted a lot of time! Anyways, I got it done and turned it in yesterday and it was a great feeling...knowing it was OVER!!! Ha Ha!! I am really hoping that this semester I can...how can I say this...NOT PROCRASTINATE!!! I have been a procrastinator when it comes to homework my entire life! I have always managed to do well but waiting until the last minute to do things adds a lot of unecessary stress to my life...and I really dont want anymore of that!
Anyways, the topic that I had to write about has been on my mind lately. We had to watch a video called Killing Us Softly that showed us a lot of advertisements that send messages to woman and young girls that they have to be beautilful, THIN, perfect, sexy, and submissive! It is such a dangerous idea to put into young girls heads. The scary thing is that these images are EVERYWHERE! They are in magazines, on t.v, and on billboards. Plus, the barbie dolls that young girls play with are built to perfection. It is such a shame that these young children have this idea placed in their heads at such young ages that, this is what I am supposed to look like when I grow up. It is an unrealistic expectation. Our professor talked about how only 5% of women actually have body types to be as thin as the models we see. Even then most of those models starve themselves and have plastic surgery. Women that are not born with that type of bosy style cannot diet themselves to look like that anymore than they can make themselves taller. It is such a shame that we as women are not allowed the freedom to decide for ourselves what our idea of a healthy body image is. I, personally have felt the pressure of this idea that women are supposed to be skinny and perfect. I am currently at the perfect weight for my height...so I am at a healthy weight but I still feel self-conscious about my body. I have to strive everyday to convince myself that I can be happy with the body that God has given me. I know that I have been on a soap box with this but it makes me sad to think that so many young girls have eating disorders because our society has told them all of their lives that the only way that can be be successful and desireable to the opposite sex is to be thin. And that is simply NOT true! I for one hope that I can make a difference in the lives of the young girls that I am around by telling them that they are God's children and they are beautiful just the way they are!